Dear Fighter,
I know life problems have been taking a toll on you. Death may feel like, a seemingly easier option. Life is becoming hard and scary. Tears have replaced every bit of happiness. I know it's hard to even look at yourself. Maybe there are people around you whose words are breaking you like no one else's.
Life is giving you scars that will take time to fade away. These scars are scaring you. Life looks meaningless and absurd. You are on a quest for a perfect solution and, all you are getting are problems. I know right now everything is flowing against the current. Right now, dozing off seems a better option because you get a chance to escape reality to snooze the problems and the dreams seem better than your life.
It's hurting in ways nothing ever could. I know you and know that you are not alone. Your problems are massive but, your will is humungous. The darkness will fade away because the monsoon of your life will have to go. There will be spring and flowers and endless sunlight. You will come out of this problem. But, if you fade right now, you won't get a chance to experience the blossom and the spring of life. Pain is hard to gulp down. Especially when it is crossing your limit and people around you are treating you like a criminal.
What stays is the knowledge of the true identity of who those people are. It will help you in the distinction between people you need to keep and people you need to eliminate. It will tell you that behind each of those smiley faces lies a demon that you don't deserve to face. I can't tell you that this will be the last biggest problem in your life. But, I promise you that this problem will give you life lessons.
People who have damaged you won't be hurt if you end your life. But think about those who stayed with you through this. They will find it hard to live without you. People who want to see you hurt will win. You will have a better life fighter. It will hurt for a while but, you will come out of it. Close your eyes and imagine how the sun shines through those dark clouds.
Dear fighter it may seem like the end, but believe me, this is to prepare you for those future pains. Karma will find a way to punish those who have broken you. You don't have to think much. Just remember for each door that closes, there is the one that will open. You may say you can't see it. That is because you are standing with your back towards the door. Look around and, you will win.
I'm sending tons of hopes and love and strength your way dear fighter. You will win because I know you will. For each time you lose there, will be thousands you win.
Hopefully I was able to provide you what you came looking for. In case you want to talk to me about this thing or anything else feel free to reach out to me on- threadoffeelings@gmail.com. Also if you feel any of this point doesn't make sense please feel free to reach out to me on my email, I'm open for suggestions.
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(P.S.- I know I have been inconsistent with my posts recently. That's because I have been in a poor mental state and surroundings. As I write this I know, there are thousands of people dying and having to conceal their identity in Afghanistan. About that, I acknowledge I'm in a better and privileged position to have the freedom to write.)
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